The Privileged Few (FaD 45)

Obligation 20

I, like most Padawans, was dedicated to my Master, Nisosta. At some point before my training, she began to see the apathy the Jedi Order presented. The Jedi inaction in the Mandalorian War, she realized the Jedi were inept at handling the threat. She joined Revan becoming a full fledged Revanchist. I, trusting in her guidance, joined her.

Over the course of the War I eventually ascended to the rank of Knight with the Revanchist following, a standing later acknowledged begrudgingly by the Jedi Order. When Revan fell into the Dark Side, my Master joined her. I could not follow her; she understood and her last act of compassion toward me was allowing me to return to the Order, with the understanding that if she ever saw me again, she would do what she should’ve done.

Upon returning to the Order, I have never been fully trusted. My loyalty has been questioned. My sympathy with the Revanchists has served as a black mark against me. And I, still to this day, some years later, am still nauseated by the fact that the Jedi refused to act after a whole race of people had been wiped out - that to me is the truly unforgivable sin. So I left to explore the Galaxy.

Since the outbreak of the Purge, I have been asked to return from my wandering, to help fight. I was seeking that which I know must exist somewhere, a balanced understanding and teaching of the Force, and a Code by which I can finally be at peace with myself.

I worry that my former Master will hear of my return, and the Council still does not fully trust me. But I will find balance between fear and hate, the compassion and understanding.

I have begun to understand there was more to the Force than Light and Dark, there was only the Force